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I found myself in a familiar meeting two weeks ago... it's like deja vu. I recognize it happening some 4 or 5 months ago, with the same people, same discussion, same plans, same agenda, same everything.
Four or five months ago, I was enthusiastic to start whatever that was given to me as a task. And just like anything that's not right, that enthusiasm faded. That task just became something to do because i have to. The enthusiasm I felt, the need to do it because it's right... it isn't there anymore. Maybe it's the people, maybe it's the task itself, maybe it's a whole other factor but one thing is sure... that meeting two weeks ago, i don't see anything coming out of that. It'll be another task that's not even in my job description but it's something i have to do because I agreed to it. Why did I agree? Because there's no reason not to. And it sounds okay to me that time. Fun even. But now that I think of it thoroughly... *sigh*
You can say I am feeling a bit hopeless. Well, who wouldn't? Two years. Two years. I can't say I wasn't happy in those two years, but as they say... I'm not getting any younger. It makes me wonder... what if I left a year ago, will I still be in the same boat? Maybe not.
I hate what-ifs. It gives you the feeling that you didn't make the right decision. Sucks.
Now the question is, what should I do?
*sigh*
I wish i know the answer to that question
*grumbles and immerses self in Breaking Dawn*
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