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i just need to rant because i am so totally pissed...
i have just been accused by one of my closest friends of not paying enough attention on what's going on with her life. oh yes... she expects me to know every little detail that's going on with her while i go about doing thousands of stuff at work. she expects me to be updated about her life when she doesn't even know that i am almost a zombie with all that's been happening. and i thought friendship is leisure. *sniff*
i really don't get it. it just hurts to know that while you can't even find time to sleep, some person you call a friend would come up and accuse you of not being a friend. what is up with that? i didn't know that friendship requires you being with your friend 24/7 and knowing all about her deepest darkest secrets... i'm a firm believer that no matter the distance, physical or psychological or whatever... friendship bonds cannot be broken. and i have Marjan (my best friend since 2nd grade who's now in the states) as proof of that.
(liezel, i know you're reading this...) ... people who knows me best know that i'm not the showy type. they know that if i have problems, i keep it to myself. they know that i don't voice out what i feel most of the time... and i thought you were one of those people who knows me best...
liezel, i'm not angry. i know we'll patch this up soon... i miss the way things were too, but dwelling on it won't make it come back. we all have our lives and careers to think about. and we've got responsibilities, not only to ourselves, but also our family and our respective companies (yeah, still work T__T)... just know that even if i'm too busy to even answer your SMS, that doesn't mean i don't remember and miss you. remember? i'm not the showy type. *hugs* we'll meet up on sunday, that's a promise."friends pick you up when you fall... but there are times
when you have to learn to rise up on your own"
now that we have that out of the way, i think i can finally continue finishing up this report. aish.. i still need to redo the CassPH layout. busy-busy... T___T
oh.. and to add to all the drama, i accidentally sent an SMS to my ex... it was purely accidental. i was going to send a message to Erwin, but then it got sent to him instead. T___T and you know what his reply was? "This is a surprise. I Miss You"... yeah, sweet. that's one of the reasons why i really like him. a lot. you know what my reply was? "*hugs* :smiley here:"...
told you i'm not showy... and that's my ex-boyfriend for crying out loud... -___-
tagboard replies when i get everything done (er, maybe next year? *sniff*)
Sounds: Mandy Moore - It's Got To Be Love
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