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Labels: disappointment, frustrations, life, randomThere are some things you want to go back to... but sometimes, it would be better to just let those things be because you know deep in your heart, that it will never be like before again. Not only that, but you know that you won't be able to promise that the commitment will be there. So it's better to just leave it as it is now.
Sad but true. :(
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Labels: frustrationsthis is a test... i don't know what's happening with the layout T_T it was fine when i checked it on IE using my pc at home, but why does the entry disappear here on my oc at work...
it is weird...
edit: PEOPLE, READ MY PREVIOUS ENTRY IN FIREFOX. my head hurts trying to figure out what might be wrong with the codes. T__T as long as the entry is read-able in Firefox, i'm fine. screw Internet Explorer!!! aarrgghhh!!!
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Sunday, August 5, 2007
okay.. let's settle with that. and let's see what i can accomplish until i get my internet back. moving on, we have a newbie at work. and finally! a girl!! yey for me!!! and another big yey! she's into asian music! omg, she know Nonstop and her favorite channel on tv is Arirang!! she loves Cho Han Sun! waaahh!! she doesn't know TVXQ though... but i'm thinking of bringing her along on one of the gatherings or meet-ups... who knows, we might just be able to convert her. *wicked grin* yey! Sounds: Tohonshinki - Proud Labels: frustrations, TTDLPLDT DSL is getting in my nerves! i'm at work, blogging...we do not have internet access since August 3rd, and it's pissing me off! aarrgghh!!! but the bright side of it is that i was able to catch up on my sleep. lol XD really... i've been able to sleep for eight straight hours because of the lack of internet access...but i still want my internet back. just 2 days without it is making me jittery. talk about withdrawal. TT_________TTlet's see... if we still don't have the net back tomorrow and the rest of my rest days, i know what to do: watch the countless videos i've downloaded, finish/read the fics i've been wanting to read, read Harry Potter Book 7, finally finish that Cass-PH layout.... time to bring back my TTDL, i guess ^___^here we go... my Things To Do List:watch TVXQ and other videos I've downloadedwatch The Devil *till the last episode that i've downloadedfinish watching Heroes season 1finish watching Beverly Hills 90210 season 1finish 4Tang's fics plus the other fics i've downloadedread Harry Potterfinalize the Cass-PH websiteupdate my inventory
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Monday, July 2, 2007
Labels: celebration, fanfic, frustrations, life, love, movies, TW series, watch list, workit's july already and so a new layout is in order. of course, i picked one from d.lockheart's portfolio. i love his blog layout and designs...
so what can i say about this current skin/layout? it definitely shows what i'm feeling right now, on the first day of my birth month. *sigh* to make a long story short: this on-again-off-again sort of thing is not for me. the sometimes-long-distance thing is alright, but the on-again-off-again thing? i don't think so. it's frustrating, tiring and emotionally draining. heck, it's like a switch!! so let's let the one who went away, be away. *sniffles*
anyway, we have a newbie at work and i'll be training him. aarrgghh!! why can't they get female newbies?? the past 3 newbies that i've trained are all guys, and just one of them is cute. but hey, the cute one's married. geeeesshhh...
okay, enough about work...
finished watching the second episode of Why Why Love yesterday. the series is really funny! and i am loving Kingone Wang even more! he's so silly, especially during the behind the scenes. OMG.. he's so silly, sillier than Mike. and as promised, i will be posting screencaps, with Rainie Yang. XD but most of the screencaps will be available in my Multiply account. i made quite a few screencaps, pressing Ctrl+e like crazy everytime KingOne would do something silly and cute, also when Mike is so adorably cute! I can't wait for the third hardsubbed episode to come out. i love DoReMii and IFS for subbing the series... and thank you anne for making me intrigued enough that i downloaded the series. now i'm hooked!
screencaps! ^_^now time for some Mike-Rainie and Kingone-Rainie screencaps!!very, very good looking cast, ne? *nods* if you want to see screencaps of the behind the scenes, please go to my multiply account. link can be found at the side bar. ^_^
as for Liar Game, i am still waiting for the hardsubbed version of the last episode to come out. i just hope sacred cultivator can shrink the file size...
so let's see... i'm downloading Tuck Everlasting right now. this is one American movie that i love. and not just because that cutie (er, is the guy's name Jonathan Jackson? i forgot) is there, and also Alexis Bledel, i just love the movie. period. it's about living forever... and all that melodramatic stuff. and i do love melodramas. i think there's about 2 hours left before the torrent finishes downloading. love... ^_^
let's go to fanfics... i've got a ton lined up to read. i don't know where to start. but since i started with Conversations Between Us (because jhocel sent me a copy, which Anne compiled, thanks!!! *hugs*), might as well finish that. right now i'm on page 23. and i really find the story interesting. silly me, i browsed to the last part of the document and found out what happened to one of the gang leaders. huhuhu.. but that won't stop me from reading everything! yes, i am hooked. ^_^
still haven't finished Black Coffee Talk and Undertones of Forever, but i'm getting there. these two are a lot shorter compared to CBU, so we'll see how everything goes. and finally! sahbeL updated Close Your Eyes and Pretend!!! i am going crazy, he left us with a cliffhanger. *sigh* i really wanted to know what will happen to Jaejoong in the fic. Also reading wedspawn's Tarnished Angels, and finished with the lemon chapters. *evil smile* hehehehe... now what ChangMin and Se7en have is a real relationship! maybe not like JaeHo's forever, but something as intense. *grins*
aahh, this post is getting to be too long. i better stop here. hope i can update with something with sense tomorrow.
BUT,before i forget... there will be a birthday celebration on July 8... kai and me will be celebrating our birthday together, just like last year. as for invites, i'll be personally inviting people. so wait for my SMS, email, IM, or something.
that's just about it. till next time! toodles~
Sounds: Brian Joo - First Date
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Labels: fandom, frustrations, TVXQi am going to sue Lee Soo Man for making me poor!!!
i still haven't gotten my Five in the Black album and Canvass Bag from Ok! Books and now look at what SM is releasing: The 2nd Asian Tour Concert CD!!!!
click here for Yesasia pre-orders
i am going insane!!!
*sniff*
can somebody please tell me how to be rich overnight? T__________T
Sounds: Tohoshinki - Lovin' You
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Saturday, June 9, 2007
Labels: frustrations, love, random, workwork is hell this past week. and it did not help that the world's sweetest guy left for the Caribbean earlier this morning. and so i ask myself, what am i doing here when my boyfriend is halfway across the world where the beaches are amazing? -___- life sucks.
talking about work... i haven't done anything productive the past week. i mean, i have been training our new-hires, but that is not included in my job description. it's ok, i love training people, but then i realize this is not part of my job anymore. grr... my manager in the States should be very, very thankful. *sigh* it's hard when you like your job so much -___-
why did i get stuck with having a boyfriend whose job is to train people in different places all over the world? he just came back last monday from the caribbean, and now he's headed back to help out with the new site there. *sniff* isn't it enough that he's not Filipino and can only speak about 10-20 tagalog words? now he's got to come and go in between short intervals of time. aish. if he wasn't so d@mn sweet *sniff*
i'm ranting. this is what happens when i'm stressed. *sniff*
Sounds: Kat-tun - Precious One
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
Labels: cute stuff, frustrations, korean stuffbefore i start, i just need to ask something very, very important...
does anyone know what these characters are:
i just saw this at some random person's blog. i think it's so cute, in a weird kind of way. yeah, call me weird. i won't deny that i am. so anyone? i want these characters. it's so cute!! i've been seeing a lot of these characters in some forums and i still don't know what they're called... i need names people! T__T
and before i go right ahead, i want to share something that is so pathetic that i want to cry... i was browsing soompi's tech forum and happen to come across this thread about posting up my internet speed. people just go to speedtest.net and click a few icons and then ta-da, they can check your internet speed for you. so because i am just so freakin' curious, i decided to try it. and this is what i found out:
pathetic huh? and i was looking at other's speeds and my jaw literally dropped. they've got like over 6000 kbps for download speeds. but considering the network latency, plus the distance from the server... i guess this is expected. aarrgghh.. why do i have to be born in a 3rd world country? love the philippines, but i hate how poor it is. aish. i wish i was born in korea or japan. yeah, still in asia, but it's not that bad.
somebody take me to japan!!
met up with paopaopao, pao g., tintin, mishi, edward, and jhorrell yesterday. we were going to discuss details for the 3rd CassPH Gathering, and well... we were able to discuss a few bits and pieces of the gathering. seems like this gathering will be a bit laid-back. nothing fancy. we decided that there'll be no september gathering, instead we'll be dealing with sponsorships and everything between june and september. then come december, there'll be the Big Celebration. lol... plans for the 3rd gathering are still in the rough stages, but i'm sure with a bit of online conferences, we'll be alright.
anyway, we met up at G4 Food Choices (where else). Paopaopao and me ate first and we were talking about our HK plans and some random stuff while waiting for the others to arrive. Ok, short cut of the story, when mishi, edward, tintin and jhorrell arrived, we talked about the gathering a bit then headed out to noraebang.. yes, noraebang! wheee~ i haven't been to noraebang for a while. then we went to this korean grocery and brought stainless steel chopsticks and this Korean drink that Paopaopao recommended, Milkis. We all love it! I think i'm going to be craving for it all week. lol. good thing local 7-11 stores have it. yey... something new ^^
we also ate an early dinner at Min Sok Resto.. and we ordered our usual samgyupsal. yes, i finally remembered the pork-wrapped-in-leafy-veggies-with-side-dishes thingie. lol. and mishi and i ordered bibimbap. we decided to share coz we weren't sure if we'd like it. but we all ended up eating it. haha... we all liked it because it's so nice. ^^ and remember th side dishes thingie? haha.. they have the egg rolls that we love so we kept on asking for it. and kimchi is l-o-v-e... ^^
picture of the bibimbap we ate:
already mixed bibimbap, with kimchi andit's gonna be a month before we go to that Korean resto again. ^^
the pork for ths samgyupsal in the background
ok, til my next post! ^^
Sounds: Ayumi Hamasaki - Blue Bird (MX Project Online Radio)
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Labels: frustrationsi just need to rant because i am so totally pissed...
i have just been accused by one of my closest friends of not paying enough attention on what's going on with her life. oh yes... she expects me to know every little detail that's going on with her while i go about doing thousands of stuff at work. she expects me to be updated about her life when she doesn't even know that i am almost a zombie with all that's been happening. and i thought friendship is leisure. *sniff*
i really don't get it. it just hurts to know that while you can't even find time to sleep, some person you call a friend would come up and accuse you of not being a friend. what is up with that? i didn't know that friendship requires you being with your friend 24/7 and knowing all about her deepest darkest secrets... i'm a firm believer that no matter the distance, physical or psychological or whatever... friendship bonds cannot be broken. and i have Marjan (my best friend since 2nd grade who's now in the states) as proof of that.
(liezel, i know you're reading this...) ... people who knows me best know that i'm not the showy type. they know that if i have problems, i keep it to myself. they know that i don't voice out what i feel most of the time... and i thought you were one of those people who knows me best...
liezel, i'm not angry. i know we'll patch this up soon... i miss the way things were too, but dwelling on it won't make it come back. we all have our lives and careers to think about. and we've got responsibilities, not only to ourselves, but also our family and our respective companies (yeah, still work T__T)... just know that even if i'm too busy to even answer your SMS, that doesn't mean i don't remember and miss you. remember? i'm not the showy type. *hugs* we'll meet up on sunday, that's a promise."friends pick you up when you fall... but there are times
when you have to learn to rise up on your own"
now that we have that out of the way, i think i can finally continue finishing up this report. aish.. i still need to redo the CassPH layout. busy-busy... T___T
oh.. and to add to all the drama, i accidentally sent an SMS to my ex... it was purely accidental. i was going to send a message to Erwin, but then it got sent to him instead. T___T and you know what his reply was? "This is a surprise. I Miss You"... yeah, sweet. that's one of the reasons why i really like him. a lot. you know what my reply was? "*hugs* :smiley here:"...
told you i'm not showy... and that's my ex-boyfriend for crying out loud... -___-
tagboard replies when i get everything done (er, maybe next year? *sniff*)
Sounds: Mandy Moore - It's Got To Be Love
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Monday, May 14, 2007
Labels: fanfic, frustrations, scuba divingi'm still upset because of my files. huhuhu.. but what's done is done. heck, i can still go online, right? aish.. i need someone to look at my pc. i still think there's something wrong with it... good thing some of the fics i love are saved in my USB... i need to buy a 4G thumb drive. *sniff*
anyway, there are news that HongKong concert will be on October 20 and 21. i so want to go!!! i am going!! it's a 2-day concert! and i'm also planning on going to that Taiwan one. but... that scuba diving thingie is making me think. should i go with scuba diving and then just go to the HK concert? or cancel the scuba diving thing and go on both places? aish... i think i can still save up for the HK and TW concert even if i went ahead with the scuba diving thing. but i am still planning to buy some gadget. aarrgghh... why do i want so many things? *sniff*
let's just see how everything will turn out. *cross fingers*
as i've said some posts ago, i've finished with Just Maybe, The Bum Who Fell Into a Pothole, and now Linked To You. should i write a review?
ok then...
Just Maybe
this story is very promising. i would have liked it better if the characters were given more life (?!) it just seems like everything's ... how do i put it. ok... the characters weren't given much chance to shine. it's more on the situation actually. i dunno. i like fics with interesting characters placed on amusing (sometimes awkward) situations. the story was able to touch on the character's personality alright... but i felt it was such a cliffhanger. i felt that there's got to be something more to the characters, something that was forgotten to be written there.... or maybe i was just reading fics with weird characters. but overall, it was nice. maybe a little more situational chapters to give the characters the chance to shine on their own and to make readers really know the characters.. but then that would make the fic too long, and long fics aren't exactly everyone's cup of tea.
The Bum Who Fell Into A Pothole
this is L-O-V-E!!! it's a weird/unusual character placed in a very, very common situation. and that line... "because i fell into a pothole and i can't get out" something part. shoot.. that did it for me. i was smiling like crazy when i read that. i guess what i really liked about the story was how well-thought/planned it was. and the characters were so interesting that you'd want to get to know them, as in really know them. it's got that teasing effect, making you want to spend all night just reading to find out what will happen (which is what i did)... there were a few times when it was quite predictable, but the way the writer writes it out make it so interesting that instead of being irritated about the story being predictable, you'd be amused with it. now i know why a lot of people recommend this.
soompi writers are really good...
Linked To You (Part 1 and 2 + sidestory)
now this one... i really like this. what was lacking in part 1 was completely covered in part 2 and the sidestory. you see, in part 1 i was complaining that Seo Dae Young was too vague. which made it interesting, alright. but sometimes it annoys me, but that made me love his character more. part 1 has just the right blends... not too dramatic, not too funny. and YoungJun and JiEun's characters are simply love. that's why i was so disappointed in the second part. that was the only letdown for me, in the second part... the second part was so dramatic. it's got so many crying and depressed scenes... but what am i to do? i love fics like that. it's not actually angsty... just sad. but i'm glad that it's a happy ending. and just for the record: i am loving the author's way of writing. i love it. i am now the author's fan. i dunno, i just love the way she wrote the story.
*off to find more stories by the same author*
next on my reading list are stories from moe, the same person who wrote My PingPing Boy. and maybe Keys Before My Eyes. oh yeah, i'm also going to read Beach Boy. hmm.. got so many stuff to read.. *happy happy*
ok, i have a lot of things to do. geez... first i need my pc looked at by a desktop specialist. seriously. then i need to install the missing programs/softwares i need. i've got MS Office up and running, as well as my media players, i guess all i need is the cyberdvd thingie and photoshop. oh... and i need to redo the banner for the CassPH layout. i was only able to have a backup of the JPG image, wasn't able to backup the PSD file. *sigh*
i have so many things to do.. i want to cry... and work is not helping that much either.
*sniff*
Sounds: Tohoshinki - Lovin' You
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
Labels: frustrationsi reformatted my pc and lost all the pics i've saved... death note anime episodes... kyou kara maou episodes... fanfics... videos.... and the CASSPH layout!!!!
the videos are alright since i have a backup of some of them, but my dear mp3s... there's like over 8G of mp3s that i haven't backed-up yet...
i am so upset right now T__T
Sounds: Se7en - Nan Arayo (from iPod)
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Sunday, May 6, 2007
Labels: frustrations
omg... i just wanted to post something. i am really pissed!!! i deleted 10 messages in the tagboard from a specific person because: 1. the messages are all the same 2. it's SPAM 3. i feel dissed. yes, i do not like the TW F4 as a group, and perhaps i never will (i'm pretty sure about that last part)...call me hater all you want, but that's just the way it is... you know who you are. even though you mean it as a joke, i am not laughing. i'm not this harsh, you can ask the people who posts in the tagboard. i'm quite laidback, but if someone i do not know called me a hater or whatever negative thing, i can be very, very mean. so please... next time, do not flood and most of all respect my preferences. this is not your blog, it's mine. tagboard replies later. aish... so early in the morning and my blood pressure is going up. will edit this post later. Sounds: BoA - Moto
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