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Labels: loveit always amazes me how you can make me cry when fact is, there's nothing going on between us.
story of my life.
i'm like Carrie Bradshaw in Sex and the City. I always pick the wrong guy.
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
*sigh*
i accidentally found out that someone i'd rather forget is coming back this tuesday. not that i care really, but i dread the day that i will meet him again. i'm afraid that if i see him again, all those things in the past will come rushing back...
and i'm too weak to stop it from coming back.
life sucks.
Sounds: nada - at work
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Labels: cute stuff, love, quotesjust some cute stuff i want to post here because it's so nice. so, yeah, just a quick post. tagboard replies later. ^__^
on with the cute stuff!
Girl facts:
When you catch a girl glancing at you,
she wants you to look back and smile
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you
she wants you to hold her hand
When she wants a hug, she will just stand there
When u break a girls heart, she still feels it even when
you see each other 3 years later
When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her mind
When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she is wondering how long you will be around
When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,
she is not at all fine
When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games
When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a girl says she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you are her future
When a girl says, "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back, but she' s scared she'll get hurt and
knows you're gone forever
Guy Facts:
When a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine." after a few minutes,
he means it
When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do
When your laying your head on a guy's chest,
he has the world
When a guy calls/texts/comments you everyday,
he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you,"
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else
Sounds: *NSync - Celebrity
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Wednesday, July 4, 2007
there he goes... aish... leaving again this saturday for god knows where. i sometimes wish i have his job so i can travel the world too. psshh! saw the pictures he took of Africa and it was breath-taking. can somebody please give me his job? T___T
anyway, finished downloading Why Why Love hardsubbed episode 3 but i haven't watched it yet. and now i'm downloading the 2nd of 7 parts of Moon Child. Oh yes, Tam, we are in Gackt&Hyde mode right now. just something about vampires and neck biting that's so sexy. lol XD can't wait to finally finish downloading all seven links. i want to watch it! already done downloading Tuck Everlasting, and I was able to watch a few bits and snippets of it. It still makes me cry. *sigh* melodramatic movies are love...
ow... reece posted something about Tarnished Angels coming to an end. hay... i am going to miss that fic. i want more Min7en love! i never thought that cussing while professing your love is sexy... real sexy and romantic. now just picture se7en doing that. *dies*
there it goes.. another senseless post. well at least i'm updating more than i updated last month, right? hehehe...
Sounds: G.O.D. - It's Alright
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007
changed the playlist. i thought i would put something appropriate, something that would jive with the layout. i didn't mean it to be so sentimental and depressing. aish... i really just like that song from I'm Sorry, I Love You. and i really like the drama too. depressing stuff, i tell you. -__-
remember the on-again-off-again thingie i was talking about yesterday? oh yes, it's happening again. argh! i need to post some private stuff on my LJ. thank god i've got that, at least only a limited few can read some very private stuff. *sniff*
anyway, work was great. i can feel the freedom! bwahahaha! no more Chuck G. breathing down our necks. yey for the freedom of being part of ITO. but it's still a long way to go. we've got a lot of things to do. aish... contracts and agreements make my head go crazy. -__- now let's let bossing Anthony take care of that. ^_^
speaking... Why Why Love episode 3 hardsubbed is out! downloading it now. i think i'm one of the first three people who's actually downloading it, so download speed is like... SLOW!! but i don't care. i'm going to download it. ^^
there goes another nonsense post. oh well... till next time :)
Sounds: Fly to the Sky - Eternity
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Monday, July 2, 2007
Labels: celebration, fanfic, frustrations, life, love, movies, TW series, watch list, workit's july already and so a new layout is in order. of course, i picked one from d.lockheart's portfolio. i love his blog layout and designs...
so what can i say about this current skin/layout? it definitely shows what i'm feeling right now, on the first day of my birth month. *sigh* to make a long story short: this on-again-off-again sort of thing is not for me. the sometimes-long-distance thing is alright, but the on-again-off-again thing? i don't think so. it's frustrating, tiring and emotionally draining. heck, it's like a switch!! so let's let the one who went away, be away. *sniffles*
anyway, we have a newbie at work and i'll be training him. aarrgghh!! why can't they get female newbies?? the past 3 newbies that i've trained are all guys, and just one of them is cute. but hey, the cute one's married. geeeesshhh...
okay, enough about work...
finished watching the second episode of Why Why Love yesterday. the series is really funny! and i am loving Kingone Wang even more! he's so silly, especially during the behind the scenes. OMG.. he's so silly, sillier than Mike. and as promised, i will be posting screencaps, with Rainie Yang. XD but most of the screencaps will be available in my Multiply account. i made quite a few screencaps, pressing Ctrl+e like crazy everytime KingOne would do something silly and cute, also when Mike is so adorably cute! I can't wait for the third hardsubbed episode to come out. i love DoReMii and IFS for subbing the series... and thank you anne for making me intrigued enough that i downloaded the series. now i'm hooked!
screencaps! ^_^now time for some Mike-Rainie and Kingone-Rainie screencaps!!very, very good looking cast, ne? *nods* if you want to see screencaps of the behind the scenes, please go to my multiply account. link can be found at the side bar. ^_^
as for Liar Game, i am still waiting for the hardsubbed version of the last episode to come out. i just hope sacred cultivator can shrink the file size...
so let's see... i'm downloading Tuck Everlasting right now. this is one American movie that i love. and not just because that cutie (er, is the guy's name Jonathan Jackson? i forgot) is there, and also Alexis Bledel, i just love the movie. period. it's about living forever... and all that melodramatic stuff. and i do love melodramas. i think there's about 2 hours left before the torrent finishes downloading. love... ^_^
let's go to fanfics... i've got a ton lined up to read. i don't know where to start. but since i started with Conversations Between Us (because jhocel sent me a copy, which Anne compiled, thanks!!! *hugs*), might as well finish that. right now i'm on page 23. and i really find the story interesting. silly me, i browsed to the last part of the document and found out what happened to one of the gang leaders. huhuhu.. but that won't stop me from reading everything! yes, i am hooked. ^_^
still haven't finished Black Coffee Talk and Undertones of Forever, but i'm getting there. these two are a lot shorter compared to CBU, so we'll see how everything goes. and finally! sahbeL updated Close Your Eyes and Pretend!!! i am going crazy, he left us with a cliffhanger. *sigh* i really wanted to know what will happen to Jaejoong in the fic. Also reading wedspawn's Tarnished Angels, and finished with the lemon chapters. *evil smile* hehehehe... now what ChangMin and Se7en have is a real relationship! maybe not like JaeHo's forever, but something as intense. *grins*
aahh, this post is getting to be too long. i better stop here. hope i can update with something with sense tomorrow.
BUT,before i forget... there will be a birthday celebration on July 8... kai and me will be celebrating our birthday together, just like last year. as for invites, i'll be personally inviting people. so wait for my SMS, email, IM, or something.
that's just about it. till next time! toodles~
Sounds: Brian Joo - First Date
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Labels: anime, cute stuff, fandom, fanfic, Jdorama, love, TW series, watch listaish.. i don't like fighting with someone i care about so much. it gives me a headache and makes me lose sleep. and i do not sleep well already! hmph... -___-
anyway, on to more stuff. i finished watching the first episode of Why Why Love earlier this morning. and all i can say is: d@mnit Mike He!!! You are so d@mn hot! and Kingone is hot too. Rainie Yang, you are so freaking lucky to have two hot leading men!!! heck, it's almost the same cast as Devil Beside You. now i'm expecting a lot of those amazing kissing scenes. *evil smile*
it is my dream to be kissed by Mike He. if that dream should ever come true, i can finally die happy and fulfilled. *okay, this is the fangirl in me talking*
screencaps!
you've got to love these two guys. i didn't include any Rainie screencaps because... er, i dunno. maybe when the hardsubbed 2nd episode comes around, i'll make screencaps of her.
speaking of series, last saturday was the 3-hour series finale of Liar Game. i wasn't writing anything about it here in my posts, but i've been watching it. hell, matsuda shota can act! this series is twisted and wicked. too many mind games. and i thought Death Note was insanely wicked with all the psychological stuff. this one's too psycho. i swear. the raw file came around 1.6G, i hope sacred cultivator can shrink it when they hardsub it. i can't wait to finally know how everything will end up. and lookie! matsuda shota reminds me of L when he plays akiyama. you know, the white long sleeves and denim pants and all. just so you know what i'm talking about:
do geniuses always have to wear long sleeved white shirts and denim pants? ♥♥♥
speaking of Death Note, i haven't watched the last 4 episodes of the anime. hu-hum.. maybe i'll watch it when i get home tomorrow.
hoot! jhocel!!! thanks for the doc file of Conversations Between Us. the intro is very interesting. i'll be reading it at work later. *excited*
Sounds: Dong Bang Shin Ki - Balloons (from The O Live Concert Album)
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Saturday, June 9, 2007
Labels: frustrations, love, random, workwork is hell this past week. and it did not help that the world's sweetest guy left for the Caribbean earlier this morning. and so i ask myself, what am i doing here when my boyfriend is halfway across the world where the beaches are amazing? -___- life sucks.
talking about work... i haven't done anything productive the past week. i mean, i have been training our new-hires, but that is not included in my job description. it's ok, i love training people, but then i realize this is not part of my job anymore. grr... my manager in the States should be very, very thankful. *sigh* it's hard when you like your job so much -___-
why did i get stuck with having a boyfriend whose job is to train people in different places all over the world? he just came back last monday from the caribbean, and now he's headed back to help out with the new site there. *sniff* isn't it enough that he's not Filipino and can only speak about 10-20 tagalog words? now he's got to come and go in between short intervals of time. aish. if he wasn't so d@mn sweet *sniff*
i'm ranting. this is what happens when i'm stressed. *sniff*
Sounds: Kat-tun - Precious One
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Monday, May 28, 2007
i just fell in love with yunho all over again. aaarrrggghhh!!! skyelee, the author of Queen of Wishful Thinking, really did it. omfg. it did what Compulsion did to me!!I WANT TO MARRY JUNG YUNHO!!!oh yes, i so agree with anne and the one who wrote that note in the story, if ever you find yourself "lost" and "away" from Yunho, just read this fic and you'll fall in love with Jung YunHo all over. waaahhh.. i am spazzing and i don't care. i cannot find a fault in this fanfic. i'm sure there are or there is but because i am too blinded by yunho's sweetness, i can't see it. dang.. i so want to be the girl in the story. and take note... the girl is two years older than my dear yunnie. what is it with TVXQ and noonas? waaahhh... *kinikilig*and it didn't help that i was listening to Miduhyo when i was at the part where YunHo randomly visited the girl to give her a present then the girl was saying "Isn't that what couples do?" omfg... i am so going to post some quotes here from that fic. now i owe you my dear readers (if i have any) quotable quotes from Queen of Wishful Thinking and wedspawn's one-shots...and i owe you a decent review of this fic and The Bartender and the Beast. i don't have the courage to continue reading Undertones of Forever just yet. I'm still giddy because of all the sweetness i just read..damnit jung yunho! you make me go crazy!!!JUNG YUNHO is L-O-V-E!!!Sounds: Dong Bang Shin Ki - My Little Princess
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Thursday, May 24, 2007
Labels: love
everybody and everything deserves a second chance right? i guess i'll just have to convince myself of that. i must admit i am a bit biased, the only person i can give second chances to is that someone in the States. but i've long accepted tha fact that everything is over between us. still love the guy, but if it's not meant to be, it's not... all i can do is pray for his happiness. i know someday i'm just going to break down and cry. haven't done that yet, not in the last 6, 7, 8 years that i last saw him. ah, tears.. not sure why i started writing about this stuff. just feeling.. emo? i dunno. i think i've just come to the realization that maybe, just maybe, the reason why i can't find my knight in shining armor is because i've compared everyone to him. he iss perfect in my eyes, even when he broke my heart. and i guess that made it hard to see everyone else's qualities clearly. it's been almost 8 years and still he haunts every aspect of my life. how pathetic. T__T *sigh* how about giving someone else a second chance, then... i do hope everything will turn out ok this time. i'm keeping my fingers crossed...
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that was pretty emo.. oh well... life's like that ^^ Sounds: 5566 - Wo Nan Guo
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