everybody and everything deserves a second chance right? i guess i'll just have to convince myself of that. i must admit i am a bit biased, the only person i can give second chances to is that someone in the States. but i've long accepted tha fact that everything is over between us. still love the guy, but if it's not meant to be, it's not... all i can do is pray for his happiness. i know someday i'm just going to break down and cry. haven't done that yet, not in the last 6, 7, 8 years that i last saw him. ah, tears..
not sure why i started writing about this stuff. just feeling.. emo? i dunno. i think i've just come to the realization that maybe, just maybe, the reason why i can't find my knight in shining armor is because i've compared everyone to him. he iss perfect in my eyes, even when he broke my heart. and i guess that made it hard to see everyone else's qualities clearly. it's been almost 8 years and still he haunts every aspect of my life. how pathetic. T__T
*sigh* how about giving someone else a second chance, then... i do hope everything will turn out ok this time.
i'm keeping my fingers crossed...
edit:
that was pretty emo.. oh well... life's like that ^^
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